i am me

you know what i like to do?

this....

check out the amount of gunk that came off my nose. and that's not taking into account the rest of the gunk that i pressed out after that.

i like pinching out blackheads and whiteheads. i know i'm not supposed to. but i do it anyway. makes my face feel clean.

still sick. the sore throat came back. but the cough is less phlegmy. and i got to go to hospital today. hoorah...

trying to eat healthily, so i'm cutting back on the fatty and carbo-laden stuff. so...no more rice for me. save one or two meals a week.

looks like a lot of green right. hahaha...right. on the left, is grilled salmon with steamed vegetables. and on the right is grilled chicken salad.

so ang-moh-fied. sometimes i miss the char koay teow and the greasy roti canai and the asam laksa and the yong tau foo and the bak kut teh and the loh mai kai. sigh...i wanna go home.

i had a dream last night that one of my teeth fell out. it was super scary ok!! it was like i had these HUGE teeth and one of my canine teeth started moving. i dunno why. it just did. it was like moving away from the normal space and leaning behind. and when i touched it, it was movable! so i could adjust it back into place and move it around and such. and then suddenly when i was adjusting it, it came out in my hand!! it looked huge! seirously. like a 50cent coin. i was panicking and panicking and thinking, oh no!! now i got a hole in my mouth! what am i to do?? do i have to wear a fake tooth now?! eeyier....so ugly already!

yoh...i sound so bimbo in the dream. thank goodness i woke up and realised it was a dream. i shall now begin to wear my retainers religiously again. damn scared, damn scared.

oh...and i have officially become, a roller auntie. yes, you heard it right. a roller auntie. what is a roller auntie you must be wondering. well, i will tell you what a roller auntie is. but first, rollers...

now, i've got straightened hair right? which, out of the dumbest whims of my life, i went to do last december. i hate straight hair. like, seriously. i hate it. it's limp, it's lifeless, it's boring and it's really not nice to play with. the only upside about it is that it never gets messy. but i like messy, especially the 'i-just-got-out-of-bed' kind of messy. that makes it look kind of sexy. but straight hair does absolutely nothing of the sort. so, i decided to try and maybe put some body back into it. maybe it'll look like my normal hair again. the one where i can look messy in. like, sexy-messy. so, i went and bought hair rollers. i thought to myself, why not give it a shot? nothing to lose right?

right.

so rollers in my hair, and blow, blow, blow.

now, you know what i mean when say i've become a roller auntie.

and this was the outcome.

not too bad lerh...might continue being a roller auntie until my hair grows out and my natural hair takes over.