i was just surfing through random websites and random blogs and it just felt like i was back in malaysia. seeing all the familiar places and hearing the familiar sounds of my world suddenly made me feel happy again.
but i'm not.
i miss home.
and this feeling doesn't seem to be going away.
i have no drive to do anything anymore. my room is a mess. i don't feel like cooking. showering suddenly seems very tedious. i can't sleep. i wake up at the crack of dawn. i have horrible eyebags. i'm breaking out in places i cannot even imagine. my days pass in a blur. i start crying at the drop of a hat. listening to music doesn't hold anymore joy for me.
all i want to do is curl up into a ball and dream.
at least dreaming will take me home.
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